Thursday, July 24, 2008

the transition



the front section is straight from having pressed it over the past year...


after the (big) wash...

the "big chop"... (not really, just cutting off the last 2-3 inches of perm)



this is my third time trying to grow out my perm. the first time was right after junior year at spelman, when i found a fabulous hairdresser who could press the hell out of my roots. then i decided to get a perm before leaving for a summer program. the second time was my first year at UT... until the texas humidity left my hair in an unmanageable puff/roots + dry straight ends... again, i RAN to wal-mart to get a dark and lovely perm kit. this time, however, my infatuation with my wavy roots motivated me to hold out. i became curious to know what it would look like completely natural. my last perm will be a year ago this coming monday.

SO, last week i told the beautician to cut the rest of the perm off before straightening it. this morning, equipped with my carol's daughter's hair balm (i think that's what it's called - shout out to lauren), i washed my hair and saw it "as is" for the first time. i'll admit - i had no idea what i was doing... or what i am doing, but i'm excited to experiment. more pictures to follow when i figure out an actual style

Monday, July 21, 2008

philly fam & sites






at penn's campus...



lauren & lauren



i heart Rita's...

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

driving home

from texas...
through oklahoma and st. louis, missouri


and finally illinois (pictured: the exit my dad and i missed that added an extra 1 to the trip)






reunited with my cornfields! okay, so in deKalb the fields are slowly giving way to new subdivisions and shopping centers; the schools are overcrowded; and you are less likely to see you neighbor out while shopping at the wal-mart... but driving through the country reminds me of being a kid in a college town known for its corn. i had forgotten that 80 degrees is an average summer day in the midwest.

this next stage is a little scary for me - leaving austin, driving my car to deKalb, and beginning a year of travel - but i'm trying to look at it as an adventure. more pics to follow

self-portraits...



Saturday, May 24, 2008

Dallas makes me think of... gentrification

i was sooo excited to venture to deep ellum (a neighborhood in Dallas), expecting to see the quirky coffee shops and stores that you see in south austin. i found a ghost town. i remember seeing a few people standing outside of a tattoo parlor and an open modern furniture store. every other building was closed for the day (i think a lot were nightclubs) or boarded up. one building had been made into an apartment building, so there were a couple of people walking dogs or riding bicycles. two homeless men passed with a shopping cart full of random objects. it was interesting.



above is what most of the neighborhood feels like... and below is what it's becoming...


last weekend i treated myself to a road trip to dallas. it's about three hours away, yet i had never been. but it was cool. i spent time with two of my guy friends, and even more with myself exploring the city. i hit up four neighborhoods that i found on the internet: greenville avenue, deep ellum, uptown dallas, and bishop arts district... both deep ellum and the bishop arts district served as yet another example of the processes of gentrification sweeping across major cities in the U.S.

... i remember my first years at Spelman, when many of us thought that making the West End neighborhood where we attended school nicer was a good thing. and in some ways it is. many gentrified neighborhoods are cute and quirky, (at least initially) provide cheaper housing for young educated singles who want to live in the heart of the city, and appear to provide a change for the better from the often run-down face of preexisting communities. but what upsets me is the recognition that such neighborhoods are changed not for the people currently living in the communities - but for outsiders who've suddenly deemed their property valuable. it's such an inhumane process... showing a lack of regard and value for its history, people, and the structural issues leading to the conditions of poor neighborhoods.

during each trip back to Atlanta i recognize the West End less and less. i see more condos and white people walking their dogs at night, and less black homeowners. all of a sudden it's okay to build a decent grocery store... i return home to DeKalb, Illinois to a rapidly expanding population of color, as black families receiving state aid are paid by the government to leave the city. my parents' childhood neighborhoods in Chicago have been torn down for years now. everyone in D.C. knows that it's almost impossible to live in the city unless you live in the projects or are a highly-paid professional. and Austin - the "liberal" city of Texas -
is slowly taking over the historic east side of town (just the most recent of many neighborhoods through which blacks and latinos have been pushed out of their communities). it seems that almost everywhere people with no money are being pushed from the city center and closer to the margins...

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Monday, May 12, 2008